one of many...

forcing my hand

Sat, 07 May 2005 06:21:11 GMT

Knee on France: Update your lj

So here I am, updating my LJ. Just for you Sam. Fun night tonight. Porn and Napoleon.. CeC and ... uh... that was pretty much it. Yup, that was it. This is for you too Chris. Don't be a stranger =P

Maybe I'll keep posting - who knows. If there's nothign in here, check on my site at www.samonas.us.

-- John

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 16:56:50 GMT

Happy New Year everyone! =)

HOLY CRAP

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 15:58:34 GMT

Damn I've had a busy summer so far... Let me get my shit straight and I'll tell you ALL about it..

Posting later (promise)

- John

FINAL(LY)

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 12:12:06 GMT

Yeah! Finals are this week! I'm taking my TV exam today and I'm late for the first exam; HOWEVER, I have TWO TV classes in a ROW so I only take ONE TV exam! How cool is that?! Hah. Well, anyway, lots has been going on and I don't know how I can say it all on here. Won a CAP award, Underclass award for excellence in TV, passed all the finals I've taken so far, got an A in AP american history, going to COS in a few days, saw Danielle this past weekend! =) Danielle.....mmmm......she's so much fun! =) I really love knowing her, despite our differences. If you ever see her online or something, take a sec to talk to her - she's really funny AND she'll laugh at almost anything you say (a great ego bost for you). Anyway, I gotta go get ready for my scary TV final!

- John "feels good...;-)" Samonas

APUSH

Fri, 07 May 2004 10:56:48 GMT

wish me luck today....

so much

Fri, 07 May 2004 02:44:14 GMT

There's been so much going on I haven't had time to update. Between staving off the tears for a while and studying for my AP history test, I've kept pretty busy. I haven't cried about it since Wednesday... Is that a bad thing? I don't know... Either way...its me. Yes, I'm still upset over it and I wish it didn't have to be this way, but some things you can't avoid... we tried to but we couldn't, so.... c'est la vie, non?

more to come when i get a break...how about saturday?

yeah

saturday.

until then,

- John

Wed, 05 May 2004 10:54:35 GMT

Well....we broke it off again... As of right now, there isn't a Danielle and John... Which isn't to say that there can't be again - we've done that before... but right now, what I want are not what she wants... and I can't have that conflict. I don't want her to be upset with me, or for me to be upset with myself...because I will be. I truly do love her...so I'm letting her go free.....

- John

Tue, 04 May 2004 21:14:06 GMT

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

back

Mon, 03 May 2004 00:40:10 GMT

Just got back from Canada... from a funeral...
more to come... let me unpack first.

ttys, john

its been FOREVER

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 04:26:09 GMT

Sorry Chris...

Well work is great but its long and hard and full of..... hey that reminds me of a joke.

Did you hear about the most recent submarine accident in the pacific? yeah a huge gay whale bit the tip off and sucked out all of the seamen.

yeah..... or.... or how about this one?

Corey: So John, how's the elevator business?
John: Oh, it has its ups and downs...

Eh? eh? LOL Yeah well its 1230 in the morning on Tuesday - what more can you possibly expect from me?

Anyway, time for me to SLEEP!

Goodnight cruel world! Until later today, I bid you adieu...

- JCS

working

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 20:12:55 GMT

Mike called me to work tonight. One of the other bussers got into a car accident so he can't get to work (yeah he's fine). So I've got to work from 4 - close which is probably after 11... anyway, gotta go iron my shirt. TTYL

- Johnni

WOW

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 23:38:26 GMT

Yeah I had a awesome weekend with Danielle... =)

We had a great time together. =) (And that's all I'm telling you - haha) =Þ

- John

DANIELLE

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 22:55:01 GMT

Dani's coming down!!!!

OMG i's like an hour until she's here... my mom's picking her up at the bus station while I cook dinner... I can't wait until she gets here! AHHHH!!!!! =D

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 11:43:43 GMT

Everything's good. =)

FCATs and parents suck

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 23:53:27 GMT

I'm definitely at school and today is definitely an FCAT day, and I definitely should NOT be here... My mom made me go to school for a history test yesterday during the last hour of the day from 1:40 to 2:40. My dad brought me here to sign me in, and they wouldn't take me! So I had to go back home and my mom yelled at me again and told me she wasn't happy with me... It seems like that's all I ever hear anymore..... So she told me I was going for the entire day today. Here I am in TV - I'm going to be here for five hours today doing what? Nothing. Though I did get to make up that history test earlier this morning... easy stuff about Roosevelt and Taft and a bit about Wilson... Anyway... My mother's never happy with me. I think she's a bit bipolar... Actually really bipolar... At one moment she's yelling and pissed off, the next moment she's fine... I really don't know about her anymore....

i'm being fucked all over the place

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 22:41:48 GMT

Well bloody hell! Life just threw me another curve ball, and again it hit me... but I'm not walking another base....

This weekend I went up to Patrick AFB, competed in the FLWG Cadet Competition as an alternate. My competition consisted of C/Maj Valdivia and C/CMSgt Arraya, both of whom are Cadets that I respect. In addition to them, I competed against C/2d Lt Jason Maslan. Though Maslan came first in the mile run, I came first in the written test and first overall, earning two trophies for what you could call my "skills". Don't get me wrong - the competition was by no means easy. Arraya has an excellent uniform (I was worried during the in-ranks inspection) and Valdivia did well on the written test and followed me with drill.

Anyway, around 8:50 on Sunday night I get an email "rescinding" the awards that I earned. So not only have I been stripped of my position as Cadet Commander, forced out of Coral Springs, but they also found it justifiable to invalidate the awards that I earned.

Why even bother anymore....?

Why?

meh...

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 22:34:27 GMT

School sucked. Family sucks. AHHHHHHH

Okay I'm on the phone with Danielle now... post l8r

Thank GOD for sand and sunshine!

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 03:15:23 GMT

GOT BACK TO USA TODAY!

Haha! Yeah its finally WARM again! And I can call DANIELLE again! =D

Finally getting away from those subzero temperatures is great! Back to home sweet home...Then back to school shitty school....

OMG I'm going to have SO much makeup work from Garbis it won't be funny at all! Anyway, time to sleep. No, I didn't sleep on the plane - I watched Looney Toons: Back in Action, and I LOVED it, thank you very much. ("Duck season!")

LOL

Goodnight to everyone, with a special goodnight to my Danielle! ;-) =-*! *P*

- John "jet lag?" Samonas

CANADA - ya im here

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 03:16:26 GMT

WOW everyone! I'm in CANADA! And damn it's cold. I'm freezing my balls off... Well... not OFF...but close... (dont worry you!) ;-)

I saw my grandfather today... he's lost a LOT of weight.. he's got a tube or something stuck into the side of his throat... =/ My grandmother is handling it well... He lost 5 pints of blood - I think that's a lot... He's still hanging in there though. Anyway, I'm chilling in Canada now (get the pun?) at my great aunt and uncle's house and I'm staying here for the night. Talking to Danielle online right now! =) Wow I miss her...and I don't even get to see her every day... You'd be surprised how much you miss something (or especially someBODY) when you don't have them close to you anymore...

Yeah I miss her too much... what a pathetically soft romantic I am.... LOL (V ybir lbh Qnavryyr!)

Anyway, I'm gonna stop this so I can use my time to chat with the lovely Danielle!

Ciao!

- John "fbsg-nff" Samonas

CANADA

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 14:52:40 GMT

GOING TO CANADA TODAY!!!!

YAY!!!!

Going to a wedding on Saturday, going to an Air Cadets meeting tonight, then off to the hospital tomorrow to visit my grandfather... =/ Hopefully there'll only be a wedding we need to attend... Anyway, gonna have fun in CANADA! I get to see the snow again! HAHAHA

Gotta go - I need to pack!

- John

Bleh.

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 17:04:43 GMT

"Procrastination is like masturbation. Sure it feels great at first, but in the end you're only fucking yourself."

Hell yeah! Yay for masturbation! Hey, don't knock masturbation - it's sex with someone I love. ;-)

Speaking of masturbation, I have definitely procrastinated this weekend. I haven't even started any homework and I had to help my dad build a countertop with some contact cement so now I'm all high and I'm trying to do my homework... at least I can still see straight to type... So now I gotta do all of the APUSH Ch 18 vocab shit and that review for our test on TUESDAY - that woman really doesn't like me... =(

Anyway I'm going to get to work while I wait for the lovely Danielle to come online!

- Samonas (not samonEZ - I'm not frickn Puerto Rican!)

This is a freakin record...

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 23:55:25 GMT

Three....

=Þ

AGAIN!!!

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 23:07:16 GMT

See, I told Chris that I would use this one...actually read our convo:

superjohn016 (11:05:42 PM): and i got a new LJ

superjohn016 (11:05:43 PM): :-P

superjohn016 (11:05:47 PM): and im actually gonna use it

superjohn016 (11:05:48 PM): i think

superjohn016 (11:05:58 PM): i hope

superjohn016 (11:06:00 PM): maybe...

x NfG x 824 (11:06:18 PM): you wont

superjohn016 (11:06:25 PM): ill try

superjohn016 (11:06:27 PM): its a cooler name

superjohn016 (11:06:28 PM): :-D

superjohn016 (11:06:39 PM): i'll do better this time

superjohn016 (11:06:40 PM): i promise

x NfG x 824 (11:07:03 PM): okay but if not i get to keep you in a cage for 3 days

See, Chris has no faith in me. That's why he resorts to kinky violence. Or perhaps he just wants to get down and dirty with me... Whatever... He could just ask, you know? Honestly, does he think I'm going to reject him like a heartless asshole? Maybe I will...maybe I won't... There's only one way to find out, eh?

Anyway - WOW. That quiz yesterday in Hitchcock for APUSH was a pain in the ASS. And you know what she said today? She's like "Oh dont get all mad because someone else told you they didn't have it... it's going to be random and it really doesn't matter who gets what when." O. M. G. Hah she thinks she's all smart... just wait...we'll see.... LOL - Actually I don't mind Mrs Hitchcock at all, except I think she really doesn't like me......... She was really upset when I went up to get the papers a day early. Apparently she told everyone who wasn't going to be here the next day to get them that day, and obviously I wasn't listening (again), and I went up there to get the papers and she started to YELL AT ME! Here's a transcript of our "conversation":

Hitchcock: What, you're not going to be here tomorrow?!?!
Samonas: I..er...uh...it's a possibility...
H: It's a possibility?!/!
S: Yeah, its a possibility! You never know --
H: So you're planning on being sick tomorrow?
S: of course not, but I just like being prepared, ya know?
H: :::sighs::::
S: I just like being prepared....
:::class giggles::::

Damn... Talk about a nerve-wracking public performance... Haha... Anyway... I'm gonna go do some HW before the weekend actually starts so I have some time to talk to DANIELLE tonight... I love her! =D

- Samonas (yeah my first name's john)

FINALLY

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 04:00:23 GMT

I promised Chris I would use the last one... and I didnt... hopefully I can use this one which actually has a decent name rather than ixdidxyourxmomx or something like that... I definitely did NOT do your mom... hah... wish i did though... no i dont... ew. someone's gonna quote me on that on one day... Perhaps one day I'll come back and read it and take it off.. then again I AM a bit too lazy to do that... Oh well...

Hey, Danielle and I got back together! haha how hot is that?? http://www.geocities.com/jcs_13/formalhc.JPG yeah thats us! ;-)

post me one or leave. whatever. its ur life.