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Knee on France: Update your lj
So here I am, updating my LJ. Just for you Sam. Fun night
tonight. Porn and Napoleon.. CeC and ... uh... that was pretty
much it. Yup, that was it. This is for you too Chris.
Don't be a stranger =P
Maybe I'll keep posting - who knows. If there's nothign in here, check on my site at www.samonas.us.
-- John
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Happy New Year everyone! =)
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[19 Jul 2004|11:58am] |
Damn I've had a busy summer so far... Let me get my shit straight and I'll tell you ALL about it..
Posting later (promise)
- John
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| FINAL(LY) |
[09 Jun 2004|08:12am] |
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Yeah! Finals are this week! I'm taking my TV exam today and I'm late for the first exam; HOWEVER, I have TWO TV classes in a ROW so I only take ONE TV exam! How cool is that?! Hah. Well, anyway, lots has been going on and I don't know how I can say it all on here. Won a CAP award, Underclass award for excellence in TV, passed all the finals I've taken so far, got an A in AP american history, going to COS in a few days, saw Danielle this past weekend! =) Danielle.....mmmm......she's so much fun! =) I really love knowing her, despite our differences. If you ever see her online or something, take a sec to talk to her - she's really funny AND she'll laugh at almost anything you say (a great ego bost for you). Anyway, I gotta go get ready for my scary TV final!
- John "feels good...;-)" Samonas
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[07 May 2004|06:57am] |
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wish me luck today....
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[06 May 2004|10:42pm] |
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There's been so much going on I haven't had time to update. Between staving off the tears for a while and studying for my AP history test, I've kept pretty busy. I haven't cried about it since Wednesday... Is that a bad thing? I don't know... Either way...its me. Yes, I'm still upset over it and I wish it didn't have to be this way, but some things you can't avoid... we tried to but we couldn't, so.... c'est la vie, non?
more to come when i get a break...how about saturday?
yeah
saturday.
until then,
- John
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[05 May 2004|06:51am] |
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Well....we broke it off again... As of right now, there isn't a Danielle and John... Which isn't to say that there can't be again - we've done that before... but right now, what I want are not what she wants... and I can't have that conflict. I don't want her to be upset with me, or for me to be upset with myself...because I will be. I truly do love her...so I'm letting her go free.....
- John
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
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[02 May 2004|08:39pm] |
Just got back from Canada... from a funeral...
more to come... let me unpack first.
ttys, john
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| its been FOREVER |
[27 Apr 2004|12:24am] |
Sorry Chris...
Well work is great but its long and hard and full of..... hey that reminds me of a joke.
Did you hear about the most recent submarine accident in the pacific? yeah a huge gay whale bit the tip off and sucked out all of the seamen.
yeah..... or.... or how about this one?
Corey: So John, how's the elevator business?
John: Oh, it has its ups and downs...
Eh? eh? LOL Yeah well its 1230 in the morning on Tuesday - what more can you possibly expect from me?
Anyway, time for me to SLEEP!
Goodnight cruel world! Until later today, I bid you adieu...
- JCS
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[14 Mar 2004|03:12pm] |
Mike called me to work tonight. One of the other bussers got into a car accident so he can't get to work (yeah he's fine). So I've got to work from 4 - close which is probably after 11... anyway, gotta go iron my shirt. TTYL
- Johnni
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[08 Mar 2004|08:52pm] |
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LOL - ALright I bet I had you all worried about this weekend =Þ Danielle and I woke up early Saturday morning and cooked breakfast in bed for my brother - it was his birthday. I make great eggs (or so I'm told) and Dani made bacom and pancakes. After my brother had a few friends over and we all went to Laser Quest. That was soooo much fun! LOL We ran around and shot each other for 20 minutes - twice! Hehehe..... I came fourth and Dani came fifth in the first game, and I game fifth and Dani came eighth in the second game. In the second game there were a hundred little kids running around screaming "POW! POW!" UGH I almost plowed through a few of them...
After LQ, we came home and..did stuff I guess... I think we ate more pizza and chilled... Anyway, it was in the evening by now so Dani and I decided to go see amovie and we invited my mother along. So we all saw the movie Miracle - good movie. =) Then we came home, Dani and I talked for a while, and we went to bed.
Hah. And I bet you thought we did something more exciting, eh? Damn you frickn' teenagers... always with your minds in the gutter... LOL Anyway, gotta go now... Homework to do.
Love you Dani!
- John
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[07 Mar 2004|06:36pm] |
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Yeah I had a awesome weekend with Danielle... =)
We had a great time together. =) (And that's all I'm telling you - haha) =Þ
- John
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[05 Mar 2004|05:54pm] |
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Dani's coming down!!!!
OMG i's like an hour until she's here... my mom's picking her up at the bus station while I cook dinner... I can't wait until she gets here! AHHHH!!!!! =D
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Everything's good. =)
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I'm definitely at school and today is definitely an FCAT day, and I definitely should NOT be here... My mom made me go to school for a history test yesterday during the last hour of the day from 1:40 to 2:40. My dad brought me here to sign me in, and they wouldn't take me! So I had to go back home and my mom yelled at me again and told me she wasn't happy with me... It seems like that's all I ever hear anymore..... So she told me I was going for the entire day today. Here I am in TV - I'm going to be here for five hours today doing what? Nothing. Though I did get to make up that history test earlier this morning... easy stuff about Roosevelt and Taft and a bit about Wilson... Anyway... My mother's never happy with me. I think she's a bit bipolar... Actually really bipolar... At one moment she's yelling and pissed off, the next moment she's fine... I really don't know about her anymore....
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[01 Mar 2004|07:47pm] |
girls..... they are the source of so many problems.....
In the beginning, God created the earth and rested.
Then God created Man and rested.
Then God created Woman.
Since then, neither God nor Man has rested.
i'm having problems..... sorry
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[29 Feb 2004|09:35pm] |
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Well bloody hell! Life just threw me another curve ball, and again it hit me... but I'm not walking another base....
This weekend I went up to Patrick AFB, competed in the FLWG Cadet Competition as an alternate. My competition consisted of C/Maj Valdivia and C/CMSgt Arraya, both of whom are Cadets that I respect. In addition to them, I competed against C/2d Lt Jason Maslan. Though Maslan came first in the mile run, I came first in the written test and first overall, earning two trophies for what you could call my "skills". Don't get me wrong - the competition was by no means easy. Arraya has an excellent uniform (I was worried during the in-ranks inspection) and Valdivia did well on the written test and followed me with drill.
Anyway, around 8:50 on Sunday night I get an email "rescinding" the awards that I earned. So not only have I been stripped of my position as Cadet Commander, forced out of Coral Springs, but they also found it justifiable to invalidate the awards that I earned.
Why even bother anymore....?
Why?
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[21 Feb 2004|06:50pm] |
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Got burned like an albino in africa today. I went to the beach with my girl and my best fnd Corey where we chilled with Air Force guys and ate food and played volleyball. Only...we didn't really play that much because we were too distracted by the musical interruptions behind the court. OMG that woman was like 50 and she was wearing this...nasty thong bikini type thing....ugh.... ::::shudders with horror:::: HOLY CRAP - just ask Dani or Corey... ewwww.... that woman I tell you... and the man with her (husband, boyfriend, homeless bum she picked up) was playing these bongo drum things and we had this crazy kid on our team who would go WILD when he was playing the drums and he was like AHAHHFJKSDFHSKDJFH HIT THAT BEAT AHAHHAHHHHEHHRHHRHEHRHHGHGHGHG!!!! Corey was just adding a bit to the beat...LOL it sounded like an Omni Trio song =) Anyway, I had a great time THANKS COREY!!! More later...
- John
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School sucked. Family sucks. AHHHHHHH
Okay I'm on the phone with Danielle now... post l8r
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